Books for university

 Middlesex university has a library both online and an actual real life library ! You can request via post some books subject to circumstances and availability too. 

However I wanted to have an actual book ( not an online version ) to study and find quotes. I found libraries too restrictive with time constraints and needed an alternative. 

I came across a company called ‘world of books ‘. They are online and you simply search for the book and pay a vastly reduced price and get it posted to you. The books are all used hence the low prices. But when you need quite a lot of books it can get very expensive and so for me it was a perfect solution. 

I searched through to find the books that would be of interest and sometimes selected them due to low prices due to budget constraints. All others I could access online. 

Hope this is of help to others. The website address is :

https://www.worldofbooks.com

Perseverance

 I remember around 20 years ago , working in a cabaret show abroad. The lady I was working for had plans for a photo shoot. On the morning of the shoot we had rehearsals and the photographer didn’t turn up. There was also an issue with the hotel where we were rehearsing and we had less time than originally planned  Basically everything that could have gone wrong did !! I remember being amazed that this lady was moving everything around to still be able to do the photoshoot. I remember thinking why not just give up ?? Admit defeat ! 

But you had to admire her absolute tenacity and iron strong will to get the job done! She bought a disposable camera used a different part of the hotel and ran the photoshoot  herself! 

You may be wondering what relevance this holds to my BAPP. The answer is quite a lot. 

From that single experience I learned that actually you simply cannot give up so easily. This learning can be transferred to many other experiences in life. Adult life doesn’t allow for giving up so easily. I have even blogged about perseverance before, in module 2!

Over the years I’ve sometimes had challenging situations and have realised that one of my strengths is perseverance. To unpick that idea .....I think I can sometimes only feel satisfied when I’ve chased the answer down and solved the issue. 

As humans we find it easy to criticise ourselves but we are often not as quick to identify positive character traits, and for me perseverance is one of mine  

As I enter into module 3, I need to remember to persevere. No module has been easy initially. I have had to work on it and chase down the answers until it was complete. This module is no different, it still raises challenges, I just need to persevere. 

Failure to prepare... prepare to fail !

My first blog of the new term and first of module 3.

It’s been a busy few weeks. 

Over a week ago we welcomed our daughter, Valentina into the world ! I had a c -section and although the baby was fine at birth , we soon realised she was unwell and she was whisked away to neo natal intensive care with suspected pneumonia. She stayed  there for 2 nights and then we both went to transitional care for a further 4 nights. Luckily she picked up and we are now finally home. Big sister Amara is very pleased she now has a lovely baby sister to look after. 

It was quite a worrying week and really makes you realise how important health is and how valuable our NHS is. 

Prior to all of this excitement and drama , I had luckily managed to get a head start on the final module. In the weeks before the baby was due, I managed to do my 1 to 1 Skype with Adesola , enrol for the term , complete my feedback for the feedback received for module 2 and I even managed to complete all of my interviews for my inquiry project. 

So although this is my first blog of the term , I do feel I have hit the ground running !

Module 2 complete - perseverance

Studying for this module has undoubtedly been assisted by the lockdown due to Covid 19. It has given me valuable extra time when I desperately needed it. 

I am expecting another baby due in September  :) 

( much to the delight of my 4 year old daughter  !!) At the start of this module I was suffering from terrible morning sickness. I was managing to continue with my teaching work but was so tired and feeling terrible most of the time. The morning sickness was getting worse by the day. 

I started to wonder how on earth I would ever be able to complete this module of my BAPP. 

I got to the stage where I sent Adesola an email entitled ‘struggling ‘. I was just honest and said I felt so unwell. I really didn’t know how I could continue.....I didn’t want to abandon the course , but perhaps defer for a term.  

Adesola wrote back to me with some very supportive words which really helped my determination to continue. I am very grateful for this especially due to lockdown. 

When the lockdown happened my morning sickness actually got worse !!! However I didn’t have the pressure to go out to work every day and had lots more time. There were moments where I wondered how I could do this module. But I don’t give up easily. Us mums simply don’t ! 

I tried to do bit by bit of my study and use the time when I felt better to fit it in. Luckily after a few weeks I pushed through the other side and started to feel so much better. With all of the extra lockdown time I was grateful to be given more time and opportunity to do it. 

I remember thinking, if I can do this module it will be a great achievement, and I hope this offers hope to anyone else struggling for whichever reason. 

My greatest challenge will probably be module 3!!! My baby is due in September !! So I will be recovering from major surgery plus looking after a newborn !! As well as my 4 year old !! Although she will be in school by then ( assuming schools go back in September !)

I do have my husband to help too. Although he does work night shifts so won’t be there ( or won’t be awake !) all the time.

My advice to anyone struggling is to be honest and seek help. Try to persevere where you can but remember there are options with a course like this such as deferring etc. 

Submitting my work for module 2 ahead of the deadline was euphoric !! It feels like a big achievement in itself which will prepare me for my bigger challenge of module 3!

Corona virus

A new type of normal has begun. 

A different life than I have experienced before. Corona virus has hit the Uk fiercely and life as we knew it is on pause. 

Two weeks ago the government advised us to practice social distancing , especially those in a high risk group ( of which I am ). The dance classes I run all got cancelled and slowly everything started to shut down. Schools were then closed , restaurants , libraries ,  non essential shops etc, and finally a lockdown.  The lockdown is to stop the spread of the virus and to protect the NHS , which are already to capacity. 

The lockdown currently allows you to go to a supermarket to get essential items ( advice is only once a week ), essential workers are still allowed to work but many people are working from home. We are allowed to leave our homes for one exercise per day eg a short walk. 

So it is a very different way of life at the moment. We are very lucky we live in a developed country as we are being offered help and assistance financially from the government. It is also important to remember how lucky we are in that we are safe , healthy and have food, a roof over our heads and live comfortably. Other people are not so lucky.

I wanted to show how my life is continuing within my dance teaching work. 

I run a franchise of pre school ballet and tap and we are continuing to run classes online. Engagement with customers is really important at this moment in time, everyone has more time to social network , so it’s important to stay on the ball!

My living room has been transformed into a make shift studio ! I now have a tripod and use my trusty iPhone to film videos that I upload. ( I also sometimes do live videos too)

The feedback has been really lovely. Everyone has been so pleased with the videos and the little ones have been really engaged. As we approach the final week of this term, I then need to invoice everyone for next term which will be online classes. It’s unlikely everyone will stay due to the current situation and it’s understandable that not everyone can afford to. 

Staying positive is really important as we all need to have a business to go back to at the end of this awful crisis. 

The best thing we can currently do is to keep things going , stay safe and stay at home to protect the wonderful NHS. 

It is at times like this that we really appreciate what we have. We are so lucky to have freedom in our normal lives, good heath, family and friends. And it’s going to make for an amazing party when it’s all over !!!

Our BAPP course luckily can continue throughout ( one of the perks of distance learning  !). So I am trying to use my extra time to really get to grips with the essays in module 2. 

Stay safe everyone. And thanks to our wonderful NHS and all key workers 🌈 

If in doubt ask :)

I had a great Skype with Adesola today. I started to unravel some of my questions and Adesola helped make sense of it all.

We both agreed that Skype is much quicker for a quick question or two rather than an email, and she asked me to pass this onto everyone else. As long as it’s during office hours of course :)

As a mature student it is quite amusing that I’m often not the first to ask a question , when as a teacher I encourage my students to ask any that they have! Practice what you preach is a lesson to be learned here !

I am starting to ‘put pen to paper’ now with my literature review ( or fingertips to keyboard !!). 

I always feel better once I have actually written something as you then have a starting point to improve. 

Within this module there is a lot of research required before you can actually write anything ( or at least that is my finding). I like to plan and do diagrams before I draft any work , so that I have a clearer direction with it 

My research is far from over , but I feel I have sufficient to at least start my literature review , while I continue to accumulate more 

Wish me luck !!

My first Skype of the semester

Wednesday 5th Feb at 8.15am marked my first Skype this term.

It was with one module three student and the rest of us were module 2 students.

It was comforting to know that my fellow module 2 students were at the same stage as myself. We are all reading and narrowing down our inquiry topics.


Some good points to take away from the Skype:

• Go and see what other people have said about the inquiry topic you are considering and see what literature is out there 
• What interests you ? ( with regards to picking an inquiry topic )
• What will benefit my practise ? Pick a topic that will be of benefit 
• Look at the ethics surrounding your topic
• Research qualitative research ! This is the type of research we will be dealing with in our inquiry 

One concern that I had was that I wasn’t sure how to put my initial inquiry ideas into the question that will be used for the inquiry. Adesola reassured me ( and others with the same worry) that it will take time to get the exact question of the inquiry. She said it is likely that by the end of module 3 you will confirm that ! 

So as always we must trust the process. 

Similar to module one , all became apparent as you worked your way through the module. 

Adesola emphasised the importance of researching really well in module 2, to ensure module 3 time is used wisely and correctly. 

Another useful reminder was summarised in a diagram :

Topic ——-Ethics ——-Literature

Whilst we are at the early stages of selecting our topic we need to look at the ethics surrounding it and to research the literature available.